Im screaming ????? There is dubcon and identity issues but A a a a a a a nishida higashi ...

Im screaming ????? There is dubcon and identity issues but A a a a a a a nishida higashi is seriously one of the best when it comes to writing romance between men. Idk but sometimes when i read BL it's very clear that the author is a woman, and a straight one at that, so the romance aspect feels very hetero imo. Nishida higashi though, the romance that she writes always feels organic and makes sense in the context of mlm relationship to me, even when there are unsavory or outlandish elements in the plot. And the little interactions or headspace that she writes ALWAYS hit me like a brick bro like they would be a simple moment of hand touching or staring at each other from across the room and i would feel like im DYING. It's really fuckin good. Idk how to explain it better, but. Nishida higashi fuckin rocks, man.