SAME!!! It was absolutely soooo satisfying. A toxic seme redemption done right imo. I teared up the first three times ive read and reread it cos it was that good. The built up, esp on the raymond's part, and his acknowledgement and surrender for his love to ian was just so moving. Im moved everytime when he was willing to give up his everything just to be with him. ugh lord when
idk if this fits what you want, its probably not cos its the bottom who hurts the seme, but the seme did cry and also ask forgiveness for his shortcomings. 100/10 a super great story, that makes u cry and smile and wish for a relationship.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tokyo_in_april/
which chapter does s1 end? does this cover s2? https://pawmanga.com/manga/banana-scandal/
so i know this has been asked a lot of times but pleeease recommend bl where the top regrets hurting the bottom and asks for forgiveness bonus if the top cries !! danmei novel manga/hua/wa OK