Im a straight girl. Yet I feel so aroused reading BL. And sometimes pop up in my mind to d...

U normal as heck.

Same here girl

I mean it's just the same as guys watching porn and getting hard by it so it's def normal

Definitely normal. We all just vary on preferences.

Yeah youre probably not straight

Really? Im confused. But I dont want to act like boyish. But when it comes to preference wether i'll be on top or the bottom whenever i'll date the same gender I wana be on top. But dont wana act like boy. I wana still put on make up and high heels. Lols really confused.

But that's a stereotype though... just because you prefer to top doesn't mean you have to be masculine? I have seen quite a lot of feminine tops. You can be very much feminine without being a bottom and very much masculine without being a top.

You dont have to be a masc to be a top there's a lot of femme tops