I honestly wish I could see a side where she remained as the spoiled princess she was

Idk I just started this story but is it weird that I wish she acted more like the old Ayla? Or like maybe the old Ayla’s soul remained alongside the new Alya and they shared the body. I just wish we could see how it would’ve turned out if Ayla never fell off her horse, it could’ve led to them both being miserable for a while but then Alya realized the error of her ways and tried to change in a way that wasn’t so “I’m better than everyone and I deserve everything I want” so then could Frede like her a little or they could at least get along, idk lol this was so random