Looking for regret bl manga

10 years i loved u the most

10 years where I loved you the most

Thank you for your suggestion but I have already read it ... (More than 6 times)

Actually died

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/into_the_rose_garden/ (my fav because it make my heart feels like actually bleeding)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_god_of_pain_s_groom/ (satisfied with the ending)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/see_you_never/ (the chapter get weird later on but the start is interesting)

Didn't die

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/drunk_in_love/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/unscented_trajectory/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/days_of_confrontation_with_scum_attack/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hina_wa_mitsuiro_no_koi_ni_torawareru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/after_i_left_you/

The one with didn't die almost had like 80% same plot where seme did something bad uke left seme regret reconcile get back together

There's more of this masochistic ass plot that i didn't put cuz i only skim through what i remembered so feel free to ask if u ever want more specific plot. I can go into detail for each of them cuz I read all of it at least twice. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Ok thanks

All of them .... Any other manga you can recommend....???

I mean I have already read all of them...

How about
BLACK LOTUS
Haruka Tooki Ie

The uke didn't die in black lotus but it's a sad story

Same with Haruka but it's a must read

Ok .... Black Lotus is actually a satisfying story...