Base on my observation, I don't think sasya love karel(yet). He loves the "freedom" , peace and love that karel gave him but not karel himself. That's why he's mind went to "what will happen to me now" rather than "what will happen to karel", he was obsess of the idea of someone was there for him in his lowest. Karel was this pillar of hope that gives sasya this peace, but within sasya he knows that if he leans to this pillar all his life, nothing will change and it'll be same thing over again but with a different man and less abuse.cause rn sasya needs indepence rather than a lover. That's why sasya's selfishness rn is popping off, and not in the bad way.
And personally, i think that's for the best,Karel's "love" clearly was obsession and their relationship was just a pile of lies and falsehood. But that doesn't mean sasya was the only victim of this ill-willed relationship tho, both of them are.
Which brings me to the conclusion that, after having what he wanted and the freedom he got by himself, he slowly understood he really do love karel as a person and not just because of the temporary happiness he had with karel.
And karel hopefully, hopefully within his heart filled with hatred rn, understood whatever bs he did to sasya aint sht and should change for the better.
And i can't believe I'm going kinda indepth on a bl story in the middle of the night. Coffee do do wonders.
(11 pm brain rot ahead)
Base on my observation, I don't think sasya love karel(yet). He loves the "freedom" , peace and love that karel gave him but not karel himself. That's why he's mind went to "what will happen to me now" rather than "what will happen to karel", he was obsess of the idea of someone was there for him in his lowest. Karel was this pillar of hope that gives sasya this peace, but within sasya he knows that if he leans to this pillar all his life, nothing will change and it'll be same thing over again but with a different man and less abuse.cause rn sasya needs indepence rather than a lover. That's why sasya's selfishness rn is popping off, and not in the bad way.
And personally, i think that's for the best,Karel's "love" clearly was obsession and their relationship was just a pile of lies and falsehood. But that doesn't mean sasya was the only victim of this ill-willed relationship tho, both of them are.
Which brings me to the conclusion that, after having what he wanted and the freedom he got by himself, he slowly understood he really do love karel as a person and not just because of the temporary happiness he had with karel.
And karel hopefully, hopefully within his heart filled with hatred rn, understood whatever bs he did to sasya aint sht and should change for the better.
And i can't believe I'm going kinda indepth on a bl story in the middle of the night. Coffee do do wonders.