i desperately need something like checkmate pleasee there are thousands of manga with cree...

I would recommend Red Mansion:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/red_mansion/

holy shit that was so good

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/little_bit_psycho/

I also recommend this one: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/secretary_jin_s_confinement_diary/

cause the uke is just acting naive because he likes what the seme is doing (seme has no clue about this) but it's not to the extent of a creepy uke so idk...