i've read the 3 volumes and i honestly love the story so much esp kuzumi. i love how real and beautiful the story and the characters is. one this kinda ruined it for me tho (check the link attached) when rio said this i crumbled down and literally sobbed (my roommate calmed me down lol) after reading the line the next chapters and lines of rio to kuzumi, it doesn't feel genuine for me at all anymore. ik he loves kuzumi and all, and ik we all are thankful for our friends but it seems off esp in kido's context when he said rio should hold on to kuzumi. reading that kido's line and understanding the context of it, then reading rio's line the next feels really off. it feels like rio is still expecting kuzumi to leave and doesn't fully trust kuzumi's feelings and love for him. for those who doesn't understand where i'm coming from, yes, we read the same book and this is my point of view and understanding of that specific line rio said. i honestly liked the story and how it's written but that line feels unnecessary to me or he should've worded it better and clearly. i'm not saying that he still have feelings for kido, its just that he can't seem to open himself to kuzumi despite the assurance and everything kuzumi did for him. i do hope he'll find the strength to open up soon and trust kuzumi bcs that boy honestly deserves more.
i've read the 3 volumes and i honestly love the story so much esp kuzumi. i love how real and beautiful the story and the characters is. one this kinda ruined it for me tho (check the link attached) when rio said this i crumbled down and literally sobbed (my roommate calmed me down lol) after reading the line the next chapters and lines of rio to kuzumi, it doesn't feel genuine for me at all anymore. ik he loves kuzumi and all, and ik we all are thankful for our friends but it seems off esp in kido's context when he said rio should hold on to kuzumi. reading that kido's line and understanding the context of it, then reading rio's line the next feels really off. it feels like rio is still expecting kuzumi to leave and doesn't fully trust kuzumi's feelings and love for him. for those who doesn't understand where i'm coming from, yes, we read the same book and this is my point of view and understanding of that specific line rio said. i honestly liked the story and how it's written but that line feels unnecessary to me or he should've worded it better and clearly. i'm not saying that he still have feelings for kido, its just that he can't seem to open himself to kuzumi despite the assurance and everything kuzumi did for him. i do hope he'll find the strength to open up soon and trust kuzumi bcs that boy honestly deserves more.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/zoku_pornographer_playback/uu/br_chapter-13348/pg-14/