This manga which is older than myself ended tonight and it's just such a surreal moment ri...

This manga which is older than myself ended tonight and it's just such a surreal moment right now to have your very first BL that has always been with you through the years , something you grew up with , one that carries small and tiny bits of your younger immature self to this day and age , just something that you never thought would be gone , a pal , to end like this . it feels both sad and happy , empty and complete , I don't know how to describe it but this was definitely the most special of all to me