now go read yona & chang il, I dare u lol
I had enough stress for now
oof! Thanks for commenting and sharing this cuz honestly, you saved me from wasting my time reading another story with shtty plot. (▰˘◡˘▰) When I read the line "waiter by day, prn actor by night" , I thought it would be like Walk on Water but nauurrr! ┗( T﹏T )┛
sorry it showed on my notification so can't help but answer lol. it is a fckup story with a fckup people in it but to say it has a shtty plot? I disagree. it is certainly not everyone's cup of tea so feel free to not read. I'm just saying haha.
It has a pretty fvck up plot but the execution of the story is okay. You can level the stress level with waterside night (theyre not the same plot but the stress level you get is almost the same lmao)
I have never hated a seme so much aside from jaekyung (jinx).
ANYWAY, this is just my opinion (buckle up bec I have shit ton to say)
I didnt feel the love and affection from the Seme from the start up until the last chap. There is no character development from both leads (there I said it, shoot me.)
THE story has potential specially at the start, I expected so much while reading through it. To the point that I am thinking of different scenarios that the story could go. For example, from the start i thought the uke was lying that he love the seme so that he could manipulate him (which in my opinion could make the plot more unique). Instead they choose the SA, Grape foolish inlove route. Every chap I feel stressed lmao I feel like if i were uke and I experienced all of those things I might as well off myself lmao.
I was waiting for the chasing arc (did not happen) which is why I hate seme to the bones.
I hate what the author did to uke’s character even tho the other characters kept telling “he is lively” “strong willed” etc BITCH WHERE? All i can see is he’s being pushed around getting graped and he’s just accepting all the things that happened to him lmao. Also, they could have atleast give him dignity in the last chapters BUT NO he had to be the “scandalous actor” who has his pron vids in the internet for everyone to see.
Also, the only sensible character in the story is Mary.
AND have I told you that I HATE the seme? I felt zero emotions and empathy from him. I mean If i where actually in love with my partner and knew all the things that happened to him. I would comfort him and take things easy with him. BUT NO He fvcked him to rugs. Ofc the author did not gave any dash of dignity and self respect to uke’s character. Uke just let himself get fvcked. Uke didnt even tried to restrain himself when he saw seme again lmao THATS why I felt no character development from the characters.
Actually, there is one. WHEN uke suddenly changed his mind and agreed to be a seme’s fvck doll when he specifically said in the beginning that he doesnt want the life of a man whore (i sound like a hater at this point lmao)