Read those three oneshots quickly （/TДT)/ :
- "Kimi Ga Terasu Koi No Hikari" ( http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_ga_terasu_koi_no_hikari/ )
- "Long Vacation" ( http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/long_vacation/ )
- "Ushirogawa kara Koigokoro" ( http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ushirogawa_kara_koigokoro/ )
p.s. I will patiently wait for one of those miraculous, few-pages-long extras that change the ending completely and leave a huge hint of a forthcoming happy ending ┗( T﹏T )┛
Thank you for the suggestions.
I won't give up hope as well and wait for the possibility that an extra is on the way (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I kept hoping till the last page that it's not true... That Akira was not dead, that he was in a coma and they just didn't know it and that he woke up and they'll meet again... But no, sensei had to make him disappear (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I think I would have found it better if they ended up both dead... At least they would be together... (⊙…⊙ )
Any suggestions as to how am gonna get over this now? A fluffy yaoi with a happy ending would be nice (づ￣ ³￣)づ