She's just so hypocritical. I hate that the storyline. Is this now? I'm gonna stay with a guy because he stayed with me. And that's the only reason she doesn't even wanna do it because of love. ( Toxic) Josh is toxic because as the beside is. She has to be mine. An only mine I put in my dues. ( I still love him I don't like her) Just because he stuck beside her. The others are only in the hotbox cause they had to leave as children like they had a choice. And when she finds the reasoning why they didn't even contact. Now its ok, but I'm still not gonna give you grace. (Toxic qnd Childish and she's supposed to be older than all of them mind wise) But she does the exact same thing to her sister which is crazy.
She runs away from her doesn't keep in contact. And is lying to her to her face and still won't tell her the secret and i'm supposed to Be on the Fl side get out my face.
yes, she has lived more than any of the people in her life, but also her mental maturity has gotten stagnant, she hasn't grown, her brain hasn't developed further, she died as a young adult and even tho she has "knowledge" she still has the functioning brain of a (now) teenager, i believe so because in one of the first chapters she kinda mentions it jokingly but it makes sense considering how she acts towards other kids, she also wasn't very mature when she died, and has a lot of unresolved issues, the way she handles her relationships is frustrating and how she's very controlling of other people but won't allow herself to give that control to others, but those are just the flaws that hopefully will be resolved in the future with her maturing and growing further
on another note SHE SHOULD END UP WITH JOSHUA IDC ABOUT ANY OTHER AND LUCA IS AN ANNOYING ASS BITCH THAT NEEDS SOME GROWING TOO