Yeah, I literally don't feel any chemistry with any of them anymore: I used to have Carlisle as my favorite with Aiden close second, but now I'd rather some new guy forms an actual connection lmao
I do think that mainly lili is surpressing the feelings she has. She isnt making any sort of movements because she is scared of change she doesnt want to lose her friends so even though she wants to love joshua she doesnt want to lose him. Imo i think its a little childish and she really is overthinking (thats my thought at least) but i can see where she is coming from in some ways. Never knowing how your friends can quickly become strangers after one little mishap is really scary
I forgot to mention thats why she defaults to making jokes in the end. To surpress the feelings of creating a connection she laughs it off makes a joke about it so she doesnt have to make a real confession or intice the mls (joshua lolol) to confess to her so she doesnt hv to reject them
I think her and the sisters story is very similar. *spoilers for anyone who isn’t up to date*
The sister had like little to no Chemistry with Cedric but then it was all forced on to them bc of lili and the sister and Micheal would’ve had something if given a chance due to their past and how long they’ve known each other but lili got in the way. Both of them took the safe route I guess.
I really like Josh but I just dont feel any true chemistry between them. At least from Lili's side there Is none. I think that Aiden or Carlisle would be a better ML. But maybe it will get better in later chapters.