oh my, hope you are well now!! I was thinking the same as in I'd somehow not be able to speak up either and just go with the flow for the sake of not ruining the mood ಠ‿ಠ
It was my first so I couldn't speak up plus I was kind of a you know introvert person but now I know how to stand up for myself and will never repeat it again so girlie experience teaches you and you can learn from mine(づ￣ ³￣)づ
ah i see I'd say I'm kinda the same anyways yess will definitely learn from your experience and stand up for myself when i have my first! ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Of course<3333
This gave me some serious ptsd of my past relationships and how much I regret going with the flow ┗( T﹏T )┛