this is my thought process seeing majority of BLs
like you sat there, drawing someone getting raped, gangbanged, or even drawing sex between brothers.
even worse when it’s manga/manhwa that is published and sent out for physical copies because that requires a team of editors and QA. also to brainstorm that and draw multiple panels? bye
if it’s some weird oneshot i can be like ok i guess it’s just sexual frustration…
just random but my... sometimes you read a manga and think how this kind of sht even got into a person's head... was the person sick while creating it?? it takes so much time to create the story and the art and all the efforts were spent for the obvious crap...