mainly because of the uke! overall it's a VERY cute story and I enjoyed it... while I completely understand and sympathize with his upbringing and family issues, I found his behavior and personality to be quite frustrating. The constant freaking out, constant stuttering, flinching, blushing, yelling, getting worked up, and ALWAYS crying, all of that got annoying after 5 chapters. Even after they started dating, he couldn't hold a single normal conversation with Yamato.. whenever they had sex, he looked like he was suffering. All in all, it made me wonder if he actually loved Yamato or in reality just loved the idea of him. He was way too emotionally dependant on him, and mostly just cried whenever they spent time together.. I can easily see how someone could find him burdensome even. Objectively speaking, I don't really see what Yamato likes about him. Him falling in love felt a little forced, just for the sake of the story type of thing. Maybe I'm being too critical, but those are just the thoughts that I had while reading it. It's a shame that there's been no update, because I do want to see if his character shows any growth in the future. I really want to see how it ends.
mainly because of the uke! overall it's a VERY cute story and I enjoyed it... while I completely understand and sympathize with his upbringing and family issues, I found his behavior and personality to be quite frustrating. The constant freaking out, constant stuttering, flinching, blushing, yelling, getting worked up, and ALWAYS crying, all of that got annoying after 5 chapters. Even after they started dating, he couldn't hold a single normal conversation with Yamato.. whenever they had sex, he looked like he was suffering. All in all, it made me wonder if he actually loved Yamato or in reality just loved the idea of him. He was way too emotionally dependant on him, and mostly just cried whenever they spent time together.. I can easily see how someone could find him burdensome even. Objectively speaking, I don't really see what Yamato likes about him. Him falling in love felt a little forced, just for the sake of the story type of thing. Maybe I'm being too critical, but those are just the thoughts that I had while reading it. It's a shame that there's been no update, because I do want to see if his character shows any growth in the future. I really want to see how it ends.