rant? vent? literally against the first rule in this website lol

i just don't know where i can talk abt my feelings in social media lol cuz some somed is js not it...i still wanna talk abt it even if there's no respond lol it's better without attention. so the thing is i have two guy i liked. the first guy, i feel like i don't deserve him n i cant be with him. he liked me back as well but i js know we wont worked out together because of our surroundings (i care) and the sec guy liked me first as well n i liked him too... kinda? but me and him ... the same w the first guy... don't misunderstand, im not playing with their feelings at all we all stopped contacting each other n everything... i liked them a bit at first i didn't expect them to return my feelings i mean liked me back... now they're making me choose bruh...


so you see, this is why i keep trying to find unrequited love genre lmao pls recommend me alot ╮(￣▽￣)╭ cuz i prefer my feelings were unrequited!!???