Ok guys this is some of my thoughts on why ML be mad seeing another guy stolen MC kiss but being fine with himself fuck around. In middle school, ML looked up to MC cz MC was so cool doing his thing. Interest gradually became obsession. ML no longer saw MC as someone interesting but rather a muse (?) who cannot be "impurified" by others (refer to chapter 12, 20). That's why when MC got involved with other guys, he suddenly got anxious and insecure. Opposed to MC, ML is someone whose past has not been known, we have no idea what he went through all this time without MC, but we know for sure it's definitely not something positive cuz look how much of an asshole he is now. My point is he had to relieve stress by neglecting himself in drug, orgy, bdsm and shit so atp he get used to it and see those illegal thing as something normal. But it's another story when it comes to MC. MC is his and only light. MC giving up on his career is already bad enough (notice how ML repeatedly brought back this topic in every convo) but kissing others is absolutely a no no to him.
Ok guys this is some of my thoughts on why ML be mad seeing another guy stolen MC kiss but being fine with himself fuck around. In middle school, ML looked up to MC cz MC was so cool doing his thing. Interest gradually became obsession. ML no longer saw MC as someone interesting but rather a muse (?) who cannot be "impurified" by others (refer to chapter 12, 20). That's why when MC got involved with other guys, he suddenly got anxious and insecure. Opposed to MC, ML is someone whose past has not been known, we have no idea what he went through all this time without MC, but we know for sure it's definitely not something positive cuz look how much of an asshole he is now. My point is he had to relieve stress by neglecting himself in drug, orgy, bdsm and shit so atp he get used to it and see those illegal thing as something normal. But it's another story when it comes to MC. MC is his and only light. MC giving up on his career is already bad enough (notice how ML repeatedly brought back this topic in every convo) but kissing others is absolutely a no no to him.