Hey, don't pressure yourself :)
I had the exact same thing with another webtoon, called "Melody of the deadwood". Began it like 10 times, never got past 20 chapters.
Now i binge it, and love it.
Just take your time, don't pressure yourself and yeah, maybe it's not for you
I had that same issue with whose baby is it. I tried reading it several times but I just couldn’t deal with the second hand embarrassment that i felt from the first few chapters. Now i read it every time it updates.
Simple turn off your brain and just accept whatever the author cooks. Trust me u’ll get the hang of it
I have no idea why i keep failing to read this. It's highly rated, I love kingdom building. I just don't get it. But It's like I can't get out of the first 20 chapters.