Chapter 35 is like where he finally starts feeling shitty about the horrid shit he does but read the earlier chapters to get the context first. And then as the chapters progress after chapter 35, there are occcasions where he remembers the shit he does and gets guilty so he recognizes that he was a shitty person
This is one of those manwhas where you have to be in it for a long haul. I think this one is different from other BL’s however bc 1. Nakwon does starts feeling bad, he has a chapter long monologue about his feelings and repentance about what he did. However what makes it interesting is that Mokwha has no romantic interest in the male lead (which in my
Opinion makes the story better) because now we’re at a point in time where Nakwon is really gonna have to earn the affection of Mokwha. I can understand the repulsion you have towards Nakwon (cuz lowkey same) but I think it’s one of those stories where u may be better off binge reading it after a long time bc of the way it develops
Ya’ll…What the hell am I reading? I’m on chapter 14 right now, and I actually am getting whiplash at how Nakwon Just casually raped Mokhwa, for no fucking reason, had no repercussion from it, and are now seeming casual. His whole reasoning to harass Mokhwa too is so???DUMB?? “I WANT him to get his revenge, but I also want to see him suffer.” WHY??? Like what the fuck is going ON??? It also suddenly turned into a haha-keke story which was mind boggling to me. I seriously can’t stand him, and, from what I read in the comments, he supposedly rapes Mokhwa…AGAIN? Dude—