“DO YOU KNOW HOW…HOW GUT-WRENCHING THE WHOLE THING WAS FOR *ME*? YOUR LIFE ISN’T A CIGARETTE BUD, YOU FOOL!”
And then throwback to when he belittled Mokhwa, called him a fish in his net (dehumanizing), a mad cow, brutally raping him and stabbed him with a glass shard. I mean, the list goes on forever. It’s just ridiculous at this point, like be fucking for real. This chapter (36-37) is him being soo pathetic, which yes, I know that’s the point. He’s spiraling because he’s realizing that losing Mokhwa would actually “ruin” him or whatever, but I just can’t take his feelings seriously. And why should I? He’s a walking fucking hypocrite.
“Get a clean bill of health and come back” and then flash forward to be blowing him up like a looney tunes character.
I pull out my hair
HE WAS NOT FUCKING WORKING AT THE FLOWER SHOP WHEN MOKHWA WAS IN THE HOSPITA——BEEEE FUCKING FOR REALALALL AHHHHHH
Oooh he no longer has his hair slicked back. Ooooh he’s wearing casual clothes now, ooooh he’s so baby girl, sooo sweet- SHUT THE FUCKKK UPPPP IM GOING TO VOMIT
“No one has ever waited for me…As loudly, and proudly, as this guy”
MOKHWA—MOKHWA THAT’S A FUCKING LIE????? WHAT ABOUT YOUR UNDERLINGS????? YOUR FUCKING NIECE???? MOKHWAAAA PLEASEEE DONT PISS ME OFFFF
i dont think he sees it the same
Ik! That’s what makes me sad/ upset because he doesn’t equivalent them (his niece and underlings) as having, for the lack of a better word, that dedication towards him than his shitty as rapist. Like, that’s just heartbreaking.
Like his*
ml is pretty persistent thats probably why
I KNOW, IT’S JUST SAD.
Chap. 37
I’m, I— guys