PLS PLS PLS HELP, MY GRAMMAR EVEN WENT AWAY IN THE END JUST TO SHORTEN MY EXPLANATION PLS

I'M LOOKING FOR A STORY THAT GOES so like the seme likes to draw, then one day, he went ot the ropftop, found a boy(uke) which was a ghost. Uke and seme got along after a long time of uke doing bj on seme. Uke then say the reason he suicide(jump off) and says that he wants someone to draw him so he can pass on yada- and then seme finds a painting of uke, show it to uke, uke happy, next day seme come to the rooftop, he not find uke, uke left message, seme cry, seme said "my heart has been broken for the 2nd time now" cause he like uke and the end. Was a sad ending

It's a manga i think