PLS EXCUSE MY ASS FOR BEING NOSY BUT— why did u break up? (Also if ur uncomfy answering its fine!)
Unlike our Taeju here, he is poor as a beggar and has a terrible sense of inferiority and low self esteem issues that he would blow on me and broke my heart into many little pieces until I ran off (I moved to another city as well). He wasn't all that abusive but he would have some crisis times to times and I would get caught in the middle of it.
It was love at first sight for me, I've been in love with him for more than 10 years now, we broke up 2 years ago but he still send me messages almost daily. Unfortunately he can't bring himself to believe the my love for him is real and for free. Pretty sad isn't it? (sorry, I think I just vent on you here).
And Also like Taeju, he must have a light to medium level of a narcissistic personality disorder, you know, all the gaslighting, emotional manipulation, megalomaniac behavior while denying reality. It's a light level because he was able to recognize his lack of empathy and truly worked on his feeling, thoughts and behavior but not enough to make me stay.
Ohhh I'm so sorry u had to go through that. It's fine if u also vented btw, I did ask you why two are not together anymore. Hoping that ur doing better now cuz from what I can tell, that must've been pretty draining for your part. Hope u didn't mind that i asked
Taeju in this chapter reminds me (the good part) of my ex so much ┗( T﹏T )┛ like telling me he could f... every inch of my body and he actually did and he would be hard all the time around me, he's sex drive is no joke... We had such a crazy chemistry in bed... Urrrgh