I agree. In real life, depending on the guy too much ain't gonna work out well. Be a strong woman and quit crying every damn second.
Not everybody is perfect from the start. Sometimes we just need a push from someone else to stand up on our own. She's not hurting anyone and she learns in the end to do so.
Second, not getting nervous going to a love hotel for the first time with a person you think is attractive? She's being rational by offering the bed and why the heck would you look silly by expecting interest from the other person? Love yourself enough to feel positive
Also, I'm quite a emotional person too and tears just come on their own but that doesn't mean I'm weak.
I think you're judging too much I've seen worse shoujo heroines, just wanted to give my personal opinion I'm not trying to be rude.
I completely second what you said. I think it's great that you can see how her character develops over the course of the story; I think that made the character a lot more relatable (specially compared to other shōjo or josei heroines).
For me, unlike her, it's "drift with the wind". So he was like this and like that. Let it be.
He helped you once, it doesn't mean he'll help you every time. It also doesn't help that she blushes every time. If you were to head in a hotel, dismiss romantic thoughts. Think of the practicality and the fact that there would be little chance for him to be interested in you, because otherwise you'd look silly. Don't deal with him too much unless necessary, and do your best if you can. Don't keep relying on him, comfort yourself.
I just don't quite liked the way she moved for the first 5 chapters.