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THE WHOLE STORY AND RANT

o_so March 30, 2024 3:52 pm

After this, he starts whipping FL and beating her while she is pregnant. It was his own choice because the FL wouldn't listen. Then, because the FL is so stressed, she gives birth to twins (a boy and a girl). The ML gives the daughter to his fiancée or future fiancée, and that baby ends up dying due to Henrietta's negligence.

She was in pain due to losing her daughter and couldn't bear it, trying to kill herself. Before the ML gives the daughter away, she begs him not to separate them. He knew the daughter's health was weak, but his ego led to their daughter's death. At the funeral, the ML asks FL if she wants to get pregnant again. FL senses his intentions and trembles with fear. She was on the verge of being violated by the father of her deceased child, in the place where she was grieving her dead child, in front of her dead child.

ML withdraws but still adamantly says that FL can have as many children as she wants because he can get her pregnant again. FL resolutely tells Sybil that she doesn’t love him anymore and regrets loving him because her love for him was the root cause of her misery. FL then contemplates the end of her life, thinking that it would be a relief to be reunited with her daughter in the afterlife.

She requests to take a bath, takes a knife, and hides it in her sleeve. Brought to the bath by the maids, she observes that the bathtub somewhat resembles the small coffin that her daughter was lying in. She gets into the bathtub and as she submerges herself in the warm water, she pulls out the knife hidden in her sleeve and cuts her wrists deeply. The ML holds FL's body and starts screaming like crazy.

She has lost a lot of blood by this point and holds a pale countenance more fitting of a person who has left this earth. FL wakes up after 15 days and sees the ML, who had fallen asleep by her bedside, much to her displeasure. The doctor observes that she has aphasia due to the sudden, emotionally turbulent series of events that had taken place. ML tries to feed her soup a couple of times, and she throws it back in his face each time.

His face burns slightly from being doused in the hot liquid, and he smiles meekly. FL thinks that now even his smiling face is disgusting. ML moves FL to the detached palace because he knew she didn't love him anymore. The ML had lost a lot of weight in proportion to his tall body at this point. He was thin and extremely stressed. He would visit her, and when he did, she told him that she never really loved him. It was obsession and possessiveness.

The fiancée was executed with another person and was cleanly cut in two strokes. FL is at the execution hall but chooses to watch it from afar, thinking to herself that though the fiancée is dead, her death does not bring her dead daughter back. If anything, she considers ML to be an accomplice in her daughter's death, yet he’s the one watching over the fiancée's execution.

So, a short summary for the ending: FL tries to kill ML but fails and then questions if this is love because she couldn't kill him, so she tries to kill herself in front of him. Then FL attempts suicide again and again, even trying to poison herself. She tells the ML that she wants to eat with him and then drinks the poisoned drink, and ML tries to save her again. By the way, every time she tries to kill herself, ML is usually the one saving her. However, she always survives. ML knows that all of this happened because of him. She doesn’t have to die; she has to live, and she doesn’t have to forgive him.

Responses
    o_so March 30, 2024 4:02 pm

    I swear none of this would had happened if someone was by the FL side and just teach her thing. She was naive, young, and ignorant. If someone had help her when she was young none of this would happened. She was basically unwanted by her parents, who gave birth to her to replace her dead older brother. She realized how they felt about her only when her own baby died. However I feel like she should live. Live to show that she happier without the ml and to be happy with her son. Everytime I think the time she committed doing it i just think about her son. Your daughter is dead but your son is still alive. I feel bad for the son as he is just there and witnessing all of these event happening to his mom. In the end it just a cycle bc with how the fl is trying to end herself I assume she probably wasn't a good mother to her son (yk negligent).

    Still I hate the ML. He r*pes FL almost every night after she got to the palace, has whipped her, tried to r*pe her in front of his own baby during the funeral. The fl never was taught love. After the ML came she thought it was love but it was the idea she love him. I don't think they love each other. They mistake there love to obsession. In the end there mistake ended both of them to there death.

    Watcher March 30, 2024 4:54 pm

    I hope they don't follow this for the manhwa. That's just awful, and repetitive, and irredeemable. Thanks for the nicely-told narrative summary though.

    Lizan March 30, 2024 5:50 pm
    I swear none of this would had happened if someone was by the FL side and just teach her thing. She was naive, young, and ignorant. If someone had help her when she was young none of this would happened. She wa... o_so

    Do they die in the novel??? What happen to the boy?

    Lizan March 30, 2024 5:51 pm
    I swear none of this would had happened if someone was by the FL side and just teach her thing. She was naive, young, and ignorant. If someone had help her when she was young none of this would happened. She wa... o_so

    Ml knows the child was his then why does he behave like that?

    o_so March 30, 2024 6:22 pm
    Do they die in the novel??? What happen to the boy? Lizan

    It an open ending and the ml knows that it his child but he want to monopolize her. He obsessed with her because she was obsessed with him first so he will also be obsessed. That's what he think until the end of course

    onlyY March 30, 2024 11:23 pm

    Oh my god. Thanks for the spoilers. That some hardcore shit and even an open ending. No way. That's really a waste of my soft heart. Dropped.

    chocobuun April 1, 2024 1:02 am

    Wait you only mentioned one child, a daughter. In the manhwa raws it’s shown that she gives birth to twins, one boy and one girl. Yet there was no mention of the son in the spoilers. Could it be that the manhwa changed things or did you leave out the son?

    chocobuun April 1, 2024 1:05 am

    Wait lemme rephrase the question I wanna ask since I can’t edit replies lol, how come there was only one mention of the son? What happened to the son and why would she decide to unalive herself when she still has her son?

    o_so April 1, 2024 1:21 am
    Wait lemme rephrase the question I wanna ask since I can’t edit replies lol, how come there was only one mention of the son? What happened to the son and why would she decide to unalive herself when she still... chocobuun

    They didn't really mention her son as they were more focused on her dead daughter because she still lost her child. However, when she left to live in the other house, she brought her son with her. But she was still in distress because of her dead daughter. She was so heartbroken because of her daughter that she couldn't really bear to live anymore, since her daughter could die so easily. She thought death would be easy for her too. She try to be a good mother but like I say it was a cycle; she kinda neglected her son bc she was so heartbroken just like her parents neglected her.

    chocobuun April 1, 2024 1:43 am
    They didn't really mention her son as they were more focused on her dead daughter because she still lost her child. However, when she left to live in the other house, she brought her son with her. But she was s... o_so

    That’s pretty sad. Lots of suffering and basically no sweetness in this story. I feel bad for the son as it seems like both the MC and ML barely pay attention to him. Like you say, it may be that the son is part of the cycle and now he’s just like the MC. Despite the disapproval of the “happy” ending where she stays with the ML, if at least hope they both learn to be better at least for their son.

    Lizan April 1, 2024 5:06 am
    They didn't really mention her son as they were more focused on her dead daughter because she still lost her child. However, when she left to live in the other house, she brought her son with her. But she was s... o_so

    So basically her son lives same life as she did what a disappointment...... I thought when she met a ml she will have all the happiness she was craving for.. What's the point of writing a manga where you can't make the mc happy. Isn't it like real life?

    kamisama April 1, 2024 4:49 pm

    WTFFFFFF

    rainechan April 15, 2024 4:28 am

    Where are you all reading the novel though? I really want to read it. I can’t wait for the manhwa updates…