i can’t do this

The first time i read this was in August 2020. It was one of my fav manhwas. I have reread all my favorite manhwas hundreds of times except this one. It got me wondering why haven’t I considered rereading it again???? I now know why. I have been crying so hard. I thought i was going to throw up. I am so much more heartbroken the second time reading this than the first time. After i read it i spent the next day feeling empty until i saw the roller coaster chapter where sangwoo told yoonbum “don’t trust me you’re going to get hurt” and I couldn’t handle it. Don’t fucking do it. I’m so done I’ve genuinely been feeling so empty and depressed