spooioilers

for all those that really want to know what happens next and to clarify any misunderstanding...

this is my rough translation for the next few korean chapters


chapter 79)
Shahid left and came back with water, he asked Yesing if he wanted some and he weakly replied yes not even turning back to look at him so Shahid gave it to him mouth to mouth cuz obviously baby is EXHAUSTED lol and yeah they continued even though Yesing been done, womp

chapter 80)
eventually Shahid finishes inside but he wants to go another round and Yesings been saying enough now for awhile so when Shahid leans in to kiss him he bites him and tells him he said to stop and that he's not listening so he asks Shahid if he's drunk/intoxicated again and that he should be considerate of how big he is and who he's doing it with and that he's done it with him before 4 years ago and he's not some person to do as he pleases like some libertine before he passes out and Shahid of course is shocked and finally recalls a bit of the time that happened 4 years ago

chapter 81)
in the next chapter Shahid waits for Yesing to wake up in the morning and tried to confront him about last night and 4 years ago, Yesing stops him from talking and just goes on to tell him that last night was a mistake and basically to forget about what happened 4 years ago and that upset Shahid since he knows it's not something to just brush off, Yesing tries to go out the door

chapter 82)
of course Shahid didn't want to let this go so he stopped him by holding him from behind and said it's despicable for him to say he's sorry now about all this and 4 years ago was something that shouldn't have been "forgotten" or avoided all this time and that he apologizes for it and more so for still not even remembering everything but that Yesing should've aimed for his heart instead of his chin
he then tells Yesing that though he may not trust him now when he says this but he does love him and is in love with him and he'll be asking for his forgiveness for the rest of his life and to please not push him away (like he already tried to do as soon as he woke up) and after that he could feel Yesing trembling in his arms thinking he might be afraid again like that time 4 years ago or that he's so contempt with him that he's shaking so he lets go to check if Yesing's ok but really he was flustered and just blushing mad hard cuz duh Yesing been in love with this fool too all this time and of course Shahid's liek "omg babe *facepalm* u scared me" jk he didnt really say that but he did facepalm and was relieved lol

the end :)


jkjk of course there's more but thats for yall to read and find out in the next 20+ chapters lol