Novel readers tell me if ilay ever grovels for taeui- like ever? For once?

Illy will beg too forget about grovel

OMG PLS TELL ME THIS IS NOT A JOKE! I'LL DIE FOR HIM TO BEG

Ohh can I ask for the context? Would love to be spoiled on what finally humbles him into begging

Tae was somehow leaves his grasp not intentional for the 3rd time and loses it and after he finds him at slept together and at morning illy tells tae please im begging you don't do it again to me and they left to Germany together as lovers