I'm so done w this after reading chapter 20... like actually wtf????

commenting so I can get spoiled too lol

Me too lol

Commenting so I can get spoiled also

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Sorry to disappoint but it seems blondie and FL are endgame. Here's what the spoilers say:

So, ML planned to kill the og FL. He sponsored the heretics so that they can kill her during an important event of church. But the heretics planned to bomb the whole mountain or cliff or whatever where the event happened. Unexpectedly, FL also went to that place with the og FL. So ML and the heretic's plans were ruined and after lots of fighting, the leader of the heretics got caught. After the life or death situation, FL finally figured out that she wants to give living with ML a chance rather than leaving. But before she could talk it out with ML, he threw a broken engagement letter at her and ran away to his fief cuz he thought he didn't deserve her anymore. Though ML made sure that he'll never get caught for his misdeeds but FL was already kinda aware at this point because he kinda blew his cover in front of the FL during the fights and then ran away. So she herself personally interrogated the culprit and got ML's name out. She didn't want to believe it and also kinda lost it so she made a big plan to get herself convicted for it (which I think was a pretty impulsive and stupid plan but considering FL's mental state, I'll act like I don't know that). She wanted to see what the ML will do and get banished if she can while at it. The og ML crown prince helped her. Then ML came running back during the trial and confessed his crimes to get her out of it. Then before FL could get over the shock and have a talk with him, he got himself banished at the borders in his fief and ran away AGAIN! 

I don't know when they make up as I haven't read that long but after ML leaves for the border, MC stays in the capital for some time and plans to null his banishment and bring the ML back to the capital. Then she fakes monster attacks with the og mcs so the nobles agree to bring ML back to fight the monsters. Then og fl leaves for a journey to grow her power and MC goes to the border to fetch ML. ML doesn't want to see FL and runs away from her again. He goes to kill monsters alone in snowfields without telling anybody his location. Then FL plans to stay in ML's castle and wait for him to come back to talk with him. Dunno what happens after that.

There's more spoilers, I think, but I didn't bother to read further cuz I lost interest. You can read it on your own if u want. Also, CP dude does not romantically like FL. They have a business/close friend sort of relationship.

I also saw a comment about how the ML is the type of person who would neglect/abuse his children if ever the FL dies which I find hillarious.

THANK YOU SO MUCH OMGGGGGG
This story is dumb asf tho idk what I was expecting.. but it definitely was not THAT.
Also I totally agree w that last sentence. He most definitely would.

The mcs need therapy bc why tf did the FL js take all of that shit and not only forgave him, but took the blame/searched for him too???? She needs to raise her standards bc he is not it.. wtf is wrong w him fr.. Im all for yanderes but thats js lwk obsession, possessiveness and stupidity. HEAVY on stupidity btw. He did all that js to run away not once, not twice, but three times?? Like if your gon start all that shit pull through tf. The whole reason he did all of that was for her to live happily too.. Like, she never asked for it.. It actually made caused her life to become 2x harder. Did he not stop to rethink even once, especially when she talked to him abt caching the 'murderer' and all the defamation she was getting bc of it??? Fuck this guy.
Anyways still praying for some sorta miracle that would make black haired guy the ML again..