HELP ME FIND THIS PLS

i dont remember much abt this manga and idek if you can find it on this website but i remember one of them saying "i wish i was a woman so that loving you wasnt a sin" these two boys fell in love and ran away together because they weren accepted and a couple things happened when they left
1. one of them was raped by a priest when he was little and when they ran away they stopped by the church and he went to shoot him for revenge
2. at the end of the story they drove them selfs off a cliff