Exactly, sometimes I feel overwhelmed by their love cause it's so well constructed by the author and it makes me feel lonely for not being able to find it irl.
I thought about stopping reading it honestly cause it makes me think about my own life, but I guess this is what art is there for too?
Anyway, now talking as the reader, I'm actually a little concerned about the spoilers I saw for what's coming actually...
I don't know if this would make you feel better but this is the reason why I got bored. I stopped at chapter 32. I have a relationship that's super good. We are married and even when we fight it's super good like I feel my relationship can be like this one. We also take weeks off and spend our days having sex a lot and nothing more. Just sex TV eating and eachother. But since my relationship is good I like to read toxic things. This bores me a bit :( but I'm not saying it's a bad story, just saying my preferences and I hope you can find a love like that for you too.
Omg I get this. I enjoy toxic stories because my relationship is good. I dunno why. Nice to see I'm not the only one! (=・ω・=)
I love this story but it makes me feel jealous and but lacking all at once. I envy the beauty of their love I yearn the closeness of their bond, and ache for the passion of their chemistry.
Really makes a man think