Trying to find this childhood friends bl

I think their childhood friends? Im not sure. I don’t remember much abiut the story or the characters other than this one scene. I think uke was named haru? Or that was a shortened verison of the name.

I think they are highschool students, there somewhere and i think uke asks seme why he likes him or if he would like him if he was a girl and seme goes no. He likes uke because he is uke and gender doesnt matter and he classifies uke as a whole different gender i think?? It was really confusing.

If you know anything like this pleasepleaseplease send me the link