He thought he was getting scammed and they weren’t actually in a relationship, so why shouldn’t he do bottoming for work?
Because he said that he only want to bottom for the person he loved. It's weird that he suddenly want to bottom for others just because he thought that he got 'scammed'. Why did he tried to hurt himself if he's so sure that Shinya doesn't care with him? If Shinya ACTUALLY didn't care for him, what does he tried to bottom for other does other than him dragging himself down?
Because he's heart broken. Sometimes went people went thru heart broken, their coping mechanism is "self-destruct". That's why his friend mel(?) worried about him and went to shinya to tell about it.
I'm sorry, there is a typo in my reply
He tried bottoming. Liked it. He just wanted his first time to be with someone he loved. There’s really nothing to stop him from wanting to bottom as an escort if things didn’t work out with the seme
Idc if he actually wants to bottom, i just think it's a stupid reason to do so out of spite (and in this case, he hasn't even proof that Shinya actually scammed him). Meaning he might actually hate the idea of bottoming for random people but gonna do it anyway just because he hate... shinya? I just don't get the idea of doing something you hate as a coping mechanism when you has problem with others who you suspect to not care about you? I mean if that is actually the case, what is that do anything good for him other than him just destroying himself?
It would be another story if he wants to bottom because he truly enjoys bottoming and wants to work as that whatever shinya opinion might be. But Haru DO care about shinya opinion, and because he's angry with shinya who "seems" to not care that he keep selling him self, he decide to bottom which shinya ever tell him not to do. So i don't think that he actually wants to work as bottom because he trully wants it. Which is why i think his reasoning is stupid.
he secretly wants to bottom but he was trying to save his first time for someone he really likes. he had his first time with a guy he’s interested in and think that its a mutual interest, but someone manipulated him into thinking that the seme doesnt really like him and is only doing it as a part of his job as a hist. uke doesnt rlly know seme that deeply yet so its understandable that he would fall for this and feel extremely disappointed and pathetic for falling for the seme. since he’s distraught, he decided to accept bottoming requests since like he said “he already lost his virginity” there was no point in saving it anymore, might as well do something he liked even if its with people he’s not interested in since he’s feeling really shitty
He got scared that he might be got scammed by shinya SO he decide to take off the ban of bottoming??? How is that make sense?
Haru basically said "I don't trust you, so i'm gonna do something that basically betray you even if there's no evidence that you scammed me!" Kinda sh*t (╯°Д °)╯╧╧