She was literally in constant agony because of her hearing sensitivity. She wasn't just having a tough time she was literally suffering in pain???
okay, my bad, i guess i didn't understand that part. but that doesn't change the fact that she was oblivious to the war that was going on. and even after she got to live with the people actually suffering bcs of the war after she dies, she has a victim mentality. she doesn't think about what she could have done or what could she do, she just thinks about herself and the things that happened to her. obviously you don't have to agree, it's just that i felt ticked off since the beginning and that wass what was causing it
I mean again, she literally couldn't stand hearing people talk. The only times she wasn't in pain from the sounds was when there was a few people around her that understood to keep their voices low which seemed to only be her fiance but they normally met in public situations that were loud. Her family treated her situation like a problem amd often sent her to situations that caused her pain, the maids ignored her and everyone else avoided her cause she was "weird". She knew there was a war but not the true extent of it because it was hard to understand what people were saying because they would shout it at her causing her pain. It's not like it's the modern world where everything is printed on a paper or put online and people would write what they want to say to her on a paper, in fact they often purposely caused her that pain so she would "learn to tolerate/get over it". She also IS A VICTIM. She was literally murdered. You can be privileged yet still be victimized. She is rightfully traumatized, she literally got stabbed throw her body witha sword by the one she lived most and actually understood her condition.
i hate the blonde guy but the mc ticks me off too.... like, i understand she was having a hard time and it's a very isolating experience but she constantly justifies herself saying "it was bad for me too!", "i was having a hard time" when in the end she's just sensitive to sound and people talk bad about her otherwise she's a privileged noble girl who only stays home reading novels and meets with her boyfriend meanwhile the common people are fighting the war and starving and dying and getting injured. she didn't even think about the war!! tho the bf framing her as a witch and killing her was a wtf move bcs he could have done literally anything else?? anyway it's good that she woke up a little and changed her mentality even if just a little bcs i can't with the type of character who's just a naive privileged girl who does nothing wrong but also does nothing right and when something happens to her it's the end of the world