Help me find this manga plsss

It feels like fever i read this manga long ago on another site but here we are (it’s down) it’s bl and historical i vaguely recall this but they knew each other from before one of them is an author the other one idk but he has a higher social standing and is known in society i think they were about the same age and due to their relationship (i think the author worked for him?) - not sure if he’s a writer of painter or maybe scholar even. I feel like i’m mixing two mangas but i really need to find so i can sleep at night ╥﹏╥