dude he for real looks like a fucking child.........a child that is gonna hit puberty in two years. that is how he looks now....I dunno what the author plans, but I pray to god he will grow up before anything romantic or god beware sexual happens. cause this is creepy. I read spoilers (if they are true) that the seme is actually a cold sex addict. like even to him he will not be much different. like this bull that some authors at least do for us in delulu lands of these stories where male lead is sweet and loving to his partner? apparently not him. he will be cold and fuck him ruthlessly very often. considering this is shonen ai tag I wonder what will go....but god I pray he will grow ups ill then! we dunno even how old this body is supposed to be rn anyway. but the ml is now physically an adult (though still young)....ah man...why I swear...why she gotta do this :(
The part about "I thought only pretty BOYS..." really like upset me....reminded me of real history and how pedophilic men with authority forced little boys who looked good to be groomed into their toys. Ah goddamn. Anyway. Why do the imagined regas in his background all gotta look like they are 11-14? I prey rn that he won't ever look like that. I did read he gonna become a Twink somehow, so please I pray he won't look like a child omggggg