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--as much time together. when i think about it like that, i can kinda understand why joon would feel insecure. imagine youve been crushing on ur friend for years and this whole time hes been saying how he has no interest in dating. then you sorta force him into dating you even though he still has no interest and doesnt like you romantically. he ends up developing feelings for you but you still feel guilty. and then you have to spend a whole year apart. i feel like it makes sense for joon to be hesitant, his feelings arent logical but most feelings arent lol (though i wish this was resolved earlier cuz it kinda feels like its been dragging on)
i feel like an important thing that puts joons feelings into perspective is that they spent a whole year apart. during this year, doha was busy studying so they didnt spend