props to the writing but lemme catch a break

i love this series so much but reading it right now actually has me depressed. i haven't been able to get through the last 4 chapters without splitting each read over the couse of multiple days and i always end up crying every single time -- i really feel the heartbreak and not seeing sohan's pov really is tossing me around like sihwa

i cant even read it upon each update cuz i need to mentally prepare myself for the sadness despite all the fluff and humor spacing things out already