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Everclear May 12, 2024 4:30 pm

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Basically, the uke in his youth led a really lonely life and suffered from his parent’s emotional abuse and his tutor’s sexual and physical abuse. He ran into the super young version of the seme after running away from a physical altercation with his tutor. The kid seme at the time tended to his wounds and showed him kindness that no one else showed him before that left a deep impression. He was deeply touched and it gave him strength to keep going. Fast forward to college, he see’s the seme’s older bro in college and mistook him for the kid who took care of him in the past. The older bro knew the uke was in a dysfunctional relationship with another man (the tutor). What started off as pity eventually became affection. Their relationship becomes sexual because the uke saw his saviour in him and the older bro comes to like him (I think?). Then when the uke visits the family home, he realizes his FWB is actually the older bro of the kid in his memories and became elated in finding his saviour but couldn’t do anything to since the lil bro didn’t remember. So the Uke had the older bro dress up in the same clothes as when the sème was a kid, started to get closer with the lil bro when he visited the family home, and when the realized that the lil bro was spying on them having sex, he smiled bc he saw the lil bro was hard watching them. Eventually the older bro clocked in that the uke didn’t actually like him, but was using him as a rebound for his younger bro (the irony). Basically each bro thought they were only seen as the shadow of the other in the uke’s eyes. That is why the uke was so fond of the younger bro in ways that wasn’t there with the older bro.

I couldn’t understand the rest as to why the older bro committed suicide but that was the gist of it I think.

Responses
    snakeheadxx May 14, 2024 5:55 am

    Damn that is tragic I feel so bad for the older brother. Neither his lover cared about him and it seems from the comments his brother didnt either. Can someone tell me if this is a good read? Also is it sad?

    Somm May 15, 2024 8:34 pm

    Thanks for the summary.
    The older brother probably caused the younger brother's accident to get back at uke but maybe regretted it??
    What I don't get is why the uke is trying to connect Jinha to Jinseo?? The hair, coat, etc. Were all his actions of giving away Jinseo's things, to get rid of his connection with Jinseo or erase his past with Jinseo?
    If it is, then I feel bad for the older brother and scared for the younger brother (he should get away from him)

    Bubbless May 17, 2024 2:30 am
    Damn that is tragic I feel so bad for the older brother. Neither his lover cared about him and it seems from the comments his brother didnt either. Can someone tell me if this is a good read? Also is it sad? snakeheadxx

    i just read some of the raw and omg don’t feel bad for the older brother cuz he had the BIGGEST savior complex, he thought he could save uke from the tutor, end up helping him blackmailing the tutor thru a baseball bat sungwoo style. Then learns that uke is interested in his younger brother and soon abuses him to the point that as worse as the tutor. I don’t think the older brother liked him at a point more like someone he can save and use that excuse as falling in love with them cuz he thought he was their savior and saved him. BUT turns out uke only met him cuz he look like his younger brother.

    overall, big bro abuses uke, never felt an regrets about it! his final straw was that he set up the lil bro to come over the house when uke was tied up with toy inside and once he saw that his lil bro actually his affection sexual or something he snap! His lil bro runs away from it and then later saw the uke in the car staring…runs away saw his brother and runs away to a crowd and goes down the stairs only for his BIG BROTHER to push him.

    The uke got upset that the lil bro got hurt and I think that when big bro wanted to take his life because he wanted to see him cry for HIM…sadly that doesn’t happen…uke had a black reaction to his note.

    uke is not any better, he literally torture seme/lil to remember him and everything, and falls in love 10x harder

    lil brother isn’t good either, but better than the “adults”. Not good as in he does sprain the uke leg after remembering and finding out the truth and then does to choke and sexually abuse him. BUT SOMEHOW UKE THINKS THAT IT OK?!? cuz he deserves it???? ANYWAYS: seme feels awful and disgusted in himself for hurting uke and really does just protect him later on, especially from his family.

    Lil brother is only good because he still has empathy and compassion.
    Uke need to go to therapy for abusing literally seme family but his family and the tutor deserve HELL
    Big Brother has a MAJOR complex from he thinks hes all that cuz his parents leading to his inferior complex to his lil brother and savior complex. Only think he was interest him uke is to save him and was experimenting
    Every parents needs to go fu themselves in this story

    The orange hair friend is literally best character with minor flaws.

    snakeheadxx May 17, 2024 4:47 am
    i just read some of the raw and omg don’t feel bad for the older brother cuz he had the BIGGEST savior complex, he thought he could save uke from the tutor, end up helping him blackmailing the tutor thru a ba... Bubbless

    Wow ok thank u for that. It seems a lot more complex than I thought. I dont feel bad for the big bro at all anymore but tbh it sounds like everyone in this webtoon Is a little messed up. Big bro is a psycho and uke looks like embodiment of hurt people hurt people. Seme spraining the ukes leg gives me sangwoo vibes but at least he felt bad ig ok im gonna read it

    Somm May 17, 2024 6:41 am
    i just read some of the raw and omg don’t feel bad for the older brother cuz he had the BIGGEST savior complex, he thought he could save uke from the tutor, end up helping him blackmailing the tutor thru a ba... Bubbless

    Damn....it's so messy

    Bubbless May 19, 2024 5:10 pm
    Wow ok thank u for that. It seems a lot more complex than I thought. I dont feel bad for the big bro at all anymore but tbh it sounds like everyone in this webtoon Is a little messed up. Big bro is a psycho and... snakeheadxx

    it was messy i had to stop reading it and wait for the season to be over. i’ll try to update you more but the latest is seme protected uke from his abusive family as of right now