I forgot the title

I don't actually know, what's the story about. It's just I remembered that the uke has addiction to alcohol bcs of his own father and his father abandoned him and then has another child(a girl) with another wife? Idk, and there's time when the uke has the withdrawal symptoms. Both of them seme and uke, coming from the rich background I guess? Idk since I just remembered reading the sypnosis only. The uke has a fair and white skin, while the seme with tanned skin