Before I read

If these are things you are worried about then you might as well turn away now lol

So which ones are here? I’m asking those who would be willing to answer. It’s just a list of warnings before I read, I’ve read worse.

I mean considering it has rape, hardcore "bdsm" ((it can't even be considered that when the one on the receiving end actually wants to be killed)), it's got psychological trauma, rape, I'm not sure if it counts as cheating but the uke often runs away from the seme to have sex with others 'cause he's afraid of his own feelings, there's talk about a prominent memory for the uke where he thinks he was almost murdered by a pedophile who committed suicide in front of him so he's constantly asking others to kill him since he thinks he doesn't deserve to live.

There's not really a love triangle ((besides, ya'll get that term wrong all the time anyways when ya'll actually mean a love V)) but there's a guy who is obsessed with the uke and kidnaps him.

Should I continue??

As much as you’d like. Tbh I enjoy reading when I know spoilers, I like to be almost omniscient reader .

I read the first 6 chapters and yeah it’s pretty okay so far, there are def some interesting scenes. I mean as long as they didn’t commit to a relationship, it’s not cheating but being annoying/indecisive is all haha.

When you say often, is he still having sex w others in latest chapters or that ended in a specific volume? I’m not a big fan of indecisive people but I can tolerate it.

But I get why uke has a hard time. And are you talking about that glasses dude about kidnap part?

Um I caught up to most of the chapters and he only did it one time with the bdsm show dudes, he didn’t “often” sleep with others. I don’t see him doing it with anyone else after that shit. Also I read that the woodsman dude isn’t a pedophile, Uke’s mother implied him being his biological father in volume 2 chapter 6, 5th manga panel. And chapter 4, vol 17, last panels CONFIRM that.

YUHHH I’m glad it went well and that it wasn’t where uke continuously slept around, it was just once and it was rape.