I think sex was his first understanding of intimacy and love so he's always clinging to the idea of it and comforted by the thought that his life would be complete if he reached that point (even though he's proven that he actually wants to be in love and isn't interested in sex otherwise)...I feel bad bc it's actually really tragic that his trauma has fucked up his emotional intelligence so much that he ties all of his mistakes and losses to his libido when in actually and he was just looking for someone to love genuinely love him with sex and physical intimacy being the one thing that seemed tangible enough for him to understand.
I think sex was his first understanding of intimacy and love so he's always clinging to the idea of it and comforted by the thought that his life would be complete if he reached that point (even though he's proven that he actually wants to be in love and isn't interested in sex otherwise)...I feel bad bc it's actually really tragic that his trauma has fucked up his emotional intelligence so much that he ties all of his mistakes and losses to his libido when in actually and he was just looking for someone to love genuinely love him with sex and physical intimacy being the one thing that seemed tangible enough for him to understand.