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Awe, don't give up! Think about those who will cry for you. And think about the Yaoi you'll never live to read! I used to often contemplate with suicide, but gave up on realizing that I was too young to die. I need my life to read Yaoi~
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What about the future beautiful Yaoi?! Don't forget about that! Live till you're a hundred and read to your heart's contents! Forget about the shit idea of suicide!
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Do some self searching. Ask yourself why you feel so sad. That's what I did when I was young, realized I didn't really have a good, rational reason (other than the normal childhood woes of crap adults and siblings and being too different from those around me, which is still the case twenty years later) and I got over it. I still get depressed sometimes, but so does everyone.
You should look into Buddhism, too. It's helped a lot of people become happier in life. Nothing stays the same, not even us. You may be sad now, but you won't be forever.
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I completely agree with Miwa, you're still young and self reflecting can do a lot
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This is only SnapChat so, add me and I will talk to you if you want. I think just talking to someone and distracting yourself is a start. @m.arher
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A lot of depression is chemical. A psychologist, even if you don't want to talk to them, would be good to give you something to fix that part of it. (Note: these should be lawfully given to you, like prozac or lexapro, self-medicating with street drugs can make depression even worse, not that I particularly think that you specifically would do that, but just in case.)
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Depression isn't something you just get over unless your situation is really unique; medication is a really good idea if you don't like therapy. A lot of depression is chemical. A psychologist, even if you don't want to talk to them, would be good to give you something to fix that part of it. (Note: these should be lawfully given to you, like prozac or lexapro, self-medicating with street drugs can make depression even worse, not that I particularly think that you specifically would do that, but just in case.)
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lol. when i was depressed and suicidal i used to think of those thoughts. If i die will my soul be able to move on if don't watch/read bl mangas/animes i've been anticipating all this time??
and same as you Haley-chan i've done all those things too...
i THINK (its just my guess but) what you're feeling right now are just symptoms leading to depression.. i know you don't want to talk to anyone especially a psychiatrist/psychologist but you should talk to someone VERY close to you(a sibling/a bestfriend/anyone you'd be comfortable to talk to). Don't be afraid to share to them you're problems they won't judge you believe me, i've been through this... i hope you get through this. let's live by anticipating all the beautiful yaoi mangas for the upcoming years..
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surround yourself with bright colors and citrus esecial oils it really does work i do it for my daughter who is clinically depressed
also surround yourself with cheery poeple if you stay within a clique of depressed people it will only keep you down emotionally
iv been very depressed resently and i just wrote a suiced not for my fam. but then i went on here and read a cute yaoi and my depression kinda flew south.its not gone forever i know that but it does help.(i understand if you disliked )