I have never been in that place so I can't even guess as to the kind of thoughts that go into making these sort of plans, but I wonder if he ever even stopped to consider what kind of impact his death would have on her - if things had gone as planned - when she learned he killed himself after she rejected him.
He was just plotting for an excuse, any excuse, anyone would do, but that person's own life might have been devastated too. Anyone considering these thoughts has to realize that it _WILL_ hurt others... It could even hurt strangers and impact them for the rest of their lives - I know this PERSONALLY. Please reconsider and reach out for help. There are people on the other end of suicide prevention hotlines that can help. Don't give up on yourself because there are others who aren't ready to give up on you and there IS light at the end of a tunnel even if it is just around the bend where you can't see it right now. DON'T GIVE UP! SEEK HOPE! GET HELP!
I have never been in that place so I can't even guess as to the kind of thoughts that go into making these sort of plans, but I wonder if he ever even stopped to consider what kind of impact his death would have on her - if things had gone as planned - when she learned he killed himself after she rejected him.
He was just plotting for an excuse, any excuse, anyone would do, but that person's own life might have been devastated too. Anyone considering these thoughts has to realize that it _WILL_ hurt others... It could even hurt strangers and impact them for the rest of their lives - I know this PERSONALLY. Please reconsider and reach out for help. There are people on the other end of suicide prevention hotlines that can help. Don't give up on yourself because there are others who aren't ready to give up on you and there IS light at the end of a tunnel even if it is just around the bend where you can't see it right now. DON'T GIVE UP! SEEK HOPE! GET HELP!