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Yes exactly. I kind of had the idea that it was probably going to end this way, but I still hoped. The author made the ML too hateable (unlike a lot of other 'toxic' bl, this isn't even the fun type of scumbag ml imo) and the side character is too likeable. Dropping it aswell.
That was definitely a helpful creator's note, now I can finally drop this shit. Now I 100% know the only sane person will remain a side character and there is no way may brain can handle this overwhelming amount of rot and suffering <3