I in all honesty can’t comprehend how Aeroc can even be near him at this point in time. ...

I in all honesty can’t comprehend how Aeroc can even be near him at this point in time. Like hunny, this main raped, assaulted, and tortured you. He literally didn’t allow you to even be near your children, he beat you repeatedly, even while you were pregnant, he’s an over all monster. Like I get the feeling that he still loves him and in this lifetime is letting him go, but personally I was be set on letting him go but not with love. Like why are you still in love with him? In all those years he didn’t show not an ounce of love for you, so why? And Klopp/kloff however your name is, why can’t you just leave him alone at this point in time like why? Sure, you don’t remember anything, but you can tell something happened, something sad, bad and horrid. So just let Aeroc live his life. And why just why are you doing this Rapiel (I think that’s how you spell his name)? He genuinely thinks you proposed because you love him, but you literally don’t. Like at this point just go be alone. Let Aeroc and Rapiel live their lives away from you and let them be happy.