no. his boss used to forcefully drug him and have sex with him. during it, the boss would also call him cheungwoo. because jin is drugged rn and is having sex while someone is calling him cheungwoo, in his mind, he is back with his boss, having drug induced sex.
okay
okay so he began having hallucinations/started imagining right AFTER Matthew called him by his name, right? so INITIALLY he really did want Matthew, right??
yup. he wanted matthew and knew he was with matthew until he began calling him his korean name. that, in his drugged mind, kinda began to blur the line between his memories with his boss and the reality with matthew
im confused af if he fr wanted to be fucked by his former boss or he was just reminded by that moment when matthew called him cheunwoo(the name boss gave him)pls tell me HE WANTS MATTHEW NOT THAT BITCH