So I think that in his past life(mc) was mistreated by ml (but the ml jus was a douche who could express his feelings and was too late to realize them and how good he had it) and so with all the abuse the mc suffered, after the ml and the mc did the deed(prob not w consent) when ml was asleep he decided to k*ll himself w the gun in ml’s study which is why ml is so defensive abt mc going in study now...
So I think that in his past life(mc) was mistreated by ml (but the ml jus was a douche who could express his feelings and was too late to realize them and how good he had it) and so with all the abuse the mc suffered, after the ml and the mc did the deed(prob not w consent) when ml was asleep he decided to k*ll himself w the gun in ml’s study which is why ml is so defensive abt mc going in study now...