i listened to 'i guess' by mitski for ch87 instead of the theme song. like an idiot. i'm crying and throwing up right now why is this actually the best piece of media ever put on the planet earth
but actually. as someone who has dealt with the harrowing reality of near-constant suicidality in the past, watching yoohan navigate it himself is... so fucking devastating, so painstakingly relatable, and because of its relatability... very cathartic. i understand him; i want him to have a chance to get better, too. all i can do is hope and pray he gets the happy ending he truly, genuinely deserves. preferably with jay. pls and thank you
now i've got to go blow my nose for the next six hours straight!! maybe scream into my pillow a bit who knows!!! i love you yoohan!! fuck!!
i listened to 'i guess' by mitski for ch87 instead of the theme song. like an idiot. i'm crying and throwing up right now why is this actually the best piece of media ever put on the planet earth
but actually. as someone who has dealt with the harrowing reality of near-constant suicidality in the past, watching yoohan navigate it himself is... so fucking devastating, so painstakingly relatable, and because of its relatability... very cathartic. i understand him; i want him to have a chance to get better, too. all i can do is hope and pray he gets the happy ending he truly, genuinely deserves. preferably with jay. pls and thank you
now i've got to go blow my nose for the next six hours straight!! maybe scream into my pillow a bit who knows!!! i love you yoohan!! fuck!!