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King.Katherine March 30, 2017 12:37 pm

Okay so does Haruki actually like Hikaru because frankly I'm a bit confused... because dialing the police is just a type away

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    Loner otaku March 30, 2017 1:20 pm

    No he absolutely don't.

    Loner otaku March 30, 2017 1:28 pm

    He is very broken,self destructive who don't care whatever happens to him.he dont give a fuck.ps i am pretty doubtful police will help much because there are some people who still think same sex rape is not equal to rape .ps there is shame , andamy reason And i think no one will believe him because as some people say he is a big guy he can help himself he can push him away And i am pretty sure when it will come to evidence no one will help him because they are stil ignorant and delusional.

    Loner otaku March 30, 2017 1:31 pm
    He is very broken,self destructive who don't care whatever happens to him.he dont give a fuck.ps i am pretty doubtful police will help much because there are some people who still think same sex rape is not equ... Loner otaku

    Its very hard for a male to complaint about these situtaions .and haruki doesn't have will left in him.he dont care what happens to him .

    buddy March 30, 2017 3:19 pm

    In reality, he shouldn't how can anyone ever love someone who raped them. But this is a manga, where the victim is able to like someone who hurt them.

    Loner otaku March 30, 2017 4:18 pm
    In reality, he shouldn't how can anyone ever love someone who raped them. But this is a manga, where the victim is able to like someone who hurt them. buddy

    Well right now he dont AnD i dont think he will this manga seems diffrent .i dont know what will happen in future in this manga but i dont think he will fall for him .if he did it will be like stockhlom syndrome more then love

    Anonymous March 30, 2017 4:34 pm
    In reality, he shouldn't how can anyone ever love someone who raped them. But this is a manga, where the victim is able to like someone who hurt them. buddy

    i don't think this is the case with this manga.
    he's obviously broken and doesn't know how to get out of this situation and senpai left him.
    i think he's just giving up and thinking that he can't run away

    Anonymous March 30, 2017 5:39 pm

    Good question..and remember the bro did try to stop but in ch12 Haruki asked for it. I think he likes it now. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/mf/7416b322c0721ad006c92fde0e6d41a5_chapter-9/pg-24/ see?

    Jaz March 30, 2017 6:51 pm
    Good question..and remember the bro did try to stop but in ch12 Haruki asked for it. I think he likes it now. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/mf/7416b322c0721ad006c92fde0e6d41a5_chapter-... @Anonymous

    It was dissociation, a separation of the mind and body. It's an negative way he was coping with stress. It happened because Haruki was emotionally beaten down to the point he was losing the will to fight back. Hikaru even wondered if Hikaru was giving into despair http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/mf/7416b322c0721ad006c92fde0e6d41a5_chapter-9/pg-14/ He's there physically but mentally somewhere else so what he's doing isn't really a conscious choice. The same thing that happened when he cut himself while slicing the apple. Haruki acknowledges it here http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/mf/7416b322c0721ad006c92fde0e6d41a5_chapter-9/pg-17/ Also he had some moments of clarity when Hikaru touched him and he told Hikaru to "hurry up and get it over with". He never enjoyed the sex.

    Onapenny March 30, 2017 7:01 pm
    Good question..and remember the bro did try to stop but in ch12 Haruki asked for it. I think he likes it now. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/mf/7416b322c0721ad006c92fde0e6d41a5_chapter-... @Anonymous

    The first dialogue from the left says "Don't touch me". Yeah, he likes it.
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    You may have forgotten that his only strength, Hanabusa, broke up and is now (by ch 12) angry with him. His depression even got him in the hospital, became anorexic and so numb of everything, he cut his own hand. And seeing him like that, Hikaru is still around, sticks like a gum under your shoes, no remorse, no guilt. So "Fuck it you like sex? Fine I give you sex. Here's my ass. This is what you wanted, right?" breakdown happened. Now does he still like it?

    Anonymous March 30, 2017 7:17 pm

    True he said don't touch me and no but is a common line in yaoi. His face says it all. Some anon called him a tsundere a while back and I think that might be it. Well, we'll see in the end. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Loner otaku March 30, 2017 7:20 pm
    True he said don't touch me and no but is a common line in yaoi. His face says it all. Some anon called him a tsundere a while back and I think that might be it. Well, we'll see in the end. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑... @Anonymous

    Even if he end up with him in the end it ain't no love thats what we called Stockholm syndrome. and god plese stop comparing this with other yaois

    Anonymous March 30, 2017 7:44 pm
    Even if he end up with him in the end it ain't no love thats what we called Stockholm syndrome. and god plese stop comparing this with other yaois Loner otaku

    I would like to have your magic crystal ball that lets you see the future...sounds handy! I am kidding. But seriously none of us know how it will end. Even if you think it's bad writing to have them in love it can still be written that way anyway if she decides to. Again we shall see. Who knows?

    Onapenny March 30, 2017 7:58 pm
    True he said don't touch me and no but is a common line in yaoi. His face says it all. Some anon called him a tsundere a while back and I think that might be it. Well, we'll see in the end. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑... @Anonymous

    But those Yaoi stories are not portraying rape as real as this. The tone of the whole series is not like those that uses that common line.

    Jaz March 30, 2017 8:08 pm
    I would like to have your magic crystal ball that lets you see the future...sounds handy! I am kidding. But seriously none of us know how it will end. Even if you think it's bad writing to have them in love it ... @Anonymous

    Haruki is not tsundere though...Do you seriously think this manga is using rape the same way it is used in rape trope yaoi? Even with all the emotional trauma? If the two end up "in love" it would be from Stockholm syndrome not Haruki suddenly realizing his trauma felt good. An ending like that would leave a horrible plot hole in the story.

    Of course it's fiction so anything is a possibility. Haruki could suddenly sprout wings if the author wanted him to but would also be illogical and go against the realism of the manga. I have hopes that Kashio will give this manga an ending that is consistent with the rest of the story.

    Onapenny March 30, 2017 8:17 pm
    I would like to have your magic crystal ball that lets you see the future...sounds handy! I am kidding. But seriously none of us know how it will end. Even if you think it's bad writing to have them in love it ... @Anonymous

    In other words, following Jaz's reply, Kashio is not stupid.

    LessThanThree March 30, 2017 9:08 pm
    True he said don't touch me and no but is a common line in yaoi. His face says it all. Some anon called him a tsundere a while back and I think that might be it. Well, we'll see in the end. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑... @Anonymous

    Onodera Ritsu is a tsundere. Mine is a tsundere. Inuyasha is a tsundere. Ayuzumi Misaki is a tsundere. Narusegawa Naru is a tsundere. Aisaka Taiga is a tsundere. Louise Vallière is a tsundere.
    Haruki is a rape victim who has given up all hope to the point that he doesn't even see the point in resisting.

    King.Katherine March 31, 2017 1:35 am
    He is very broken,self destructive who don't care whatever happens to him.he dont give a fuck.ps i am pretty doubtful police will help much because there are some people who still think same sex rape is not equ... Loner otaku

    Okay I get it thanks for the help

    Loner otaku March 31, 2017 3:09 am
    Okay I get it thanks for the help King.Katherine

    Your welcome ^^